I don’t need to worry necessarily about who will find out about this Blog. Most likely, it will remain obscure, and only seen by me. Unless I promote it try to drive traffic to this blog, then it will remain in obscurity. With that said, I don’t have to worry too much about the words that I share with the world. I don’t need to be self-critical. I can jibber jabber, and say nonsense words if that’s what I feel like doing because no one is going to read this but me. It will be a cookie trail of my past typings when I look back on this in many years to come. I can look at this and remember the times that I had, or wonder why I wrote what I wrote. But still, I musn’t become to self-conscious or insecure about what I am writing and typing because this is only for me!! How incredible is that?! I can say and do whatever I feel like doing because this is my personal domain.
Let my mind just type out the words. No inhibition, no walls, no barriers, just complete freedom to type and explore my mind. That’s what we’re here for. Maybe I should smoke some weed to try and see where that takes me. Or maybe I shouldn’t. Maybe I should just take some truffles, or maybe I shouldn’t. I don’t know. What should I do with myself? I have all this free time to utilize, and to make something of it, but here I am just typing up some random jibber jabber because that’s what I’m doing in this moment on a Friday night, sitting alone at my parents house.
This can be fun. I can enjoy just letting my thoughts out. I can just sit and ponder words or ideas in my mind while figuring out how to sort them out. With my typing capability of 100+ words per minute, I can effortlessly allow words to flow from my mind through my fingertips, into the keyboard, and onto the screen before me. All this is happening in rapid succession. How magical is that?
This is all happening while I sit and listen to the sound of rain from a video on youtube playing in the background. It’s just background noise to help focus my thoughts, and give me something tranquil and peaceful to subconsciously listen to. It’s like being in a jungle. It’s like being in a forest. It’s like being back out in Asia where I am all alone, with just me and my thoughts. No worries, no concerns, no danger, nothing threatening my survival existence. So, I should be at complete peace and relaxation because there should be nothing to worry about in this very given moment. Just simply be. Be here, be now. Be in this moment. Love this moment. Appreciate this moment. Thank you for everything that I have been given. Thank you for the shelter that is above my head, thank you for the air conditioning keeping me cool on a warm day, thank you for the lights and ambience that give me a sense of serenity to enjoy within my own environment. Thank you for the bed that I can sleep on at night, thank you for the capability to type on this laptop right now to express my feelings and emotions so that I am able to reflect on all this at a later time in life. Thank you for the food that is in the kitchen, and the ability to take a warm shower when I need to clean up. All these blessings must be realized on a daily, recurring basis. This is how you align your energy to a positive mindset. This is how I can learn to never take anything for granted. Life is special and infiniteless. So, love every bit of it for what it is. The ride never ends !